Disclaimer: I don’t claim to have full fluency in Japanese. This translation may contain errors or misinterpretations. Read at your own risk.


“If you say ‘congratulations’ or something like that, I’ll get angry, you know.”

“I won’t say that.”

Ryuuki got up the courage, and asked something that he had been actually really wondering about.

“You were a little bit j-j-j-j-jealous?”

Shuurei thought a bit. Then she slowly, but forthrightly let out her thoughts.

“…..Maybe a little bit. When I heard Jyuusan-hime was coming, my heart began to pound.”

“Really?!”

“Mmm. But I think I might also be jealous if Seiran were to get married.”

Ryuuki had an ambiguous feeling. However, Shuurei was probably being honest. If you thought about it that way, for Ryuuki, if Seiran were to marry an unknown woman other than Shuurei, he would probably also be jealous.

“But, I would work to wish them happiness together from the bottom of my heart.”

That was how things were. Ryuuki’s feelings for Seiran were not romantic love. But he was someone whom Ryuuki loved more than anyone, someone irreplaceable to him. For Shuurei, both Ryuuki and Seiran were that. Perhaps if Ryuuki tossed the question he had not asked Shuurei yet, she would give him a bit of the answer he wished for. He didn’t think that she did not like him, nor that she did not love him. But when Shuurei loved someone, she would only not attach a name to that love. If it were named, it would end up being bound up and a burden. Unwanted feelings would come as well. Their positions and responsibilities were too heavy for her to stay together with Ryuuki. He had no leeway or free time to overcome this. Already three turbulent years had passed since the succession. Therefore, Shuurei would not attach a name to her feelings of liking for Ryuuki. For her to stay at his side, unswervingly, no matter what happened, this was the only path. If she were to love him, separation, obsession, hatred, and jealousy would follow. And if so, she could not become Ryuuki’s official.

So, Shuurei did not love Ryuuki romantically. He was important to her because she loved him, but she wasn’t in love with him. Somewhere in his heart, Ryuuki also realized this.

Even so, Shuurei had left him this last ground. That was because she knew Ryuuki was not giving up.